2020 Reflections

Nov. 2020 | Written by Brandon LaMarr

I am simply just feeling, feelings right now. My soul feeling charged up and driven, while my mind is feeling tired but it’s determined to keep hope. I’ve been aware of my race for surely, since i was in the 2nd grade. So from the 2nd grade ive been angry, but right now, I’m also feeling passion….. The feelings vary but the desire stays the same. To be free. And Freedom is the absence of fear. I and we dont deserve to fear consequences for acts out of our control and that simply it. I don’t know the best route to get freedom but i know i'm cool with losing all the belongings (bullshit) if all my niggas get free.

Streams of Consciousness

Feeling pain consciously since the start. years later that pain is evermore present. That pain transformed to anger awhile back. Now that anger more charged than ever and its seeing the feeling is mutual across the board . Feeling like the time is perfect. Feeling like rather late than never. Feeling like it just wont fade off this go around. Feeling it’s going to get worst before it gets better. However, feeling like its all gonna be worth it in the end. Feeling a lil more hopeful you can say.

That hopefulness got some major static with it. That hopefulness on niggas neck now. That hopefulness burning shit up. That hopefulness running niggas they due fades. That hopefulness driving every problem out. That hopefulness calling all to duty, That hopefulness is critically thinking and warmed up...